2 games of softball tonight. Way too much running. This is the first year of ball when I really feel my body just saying "ok this is enough". It sucks. I'm feeling old. Its getting me down a little bit. Almost 20 years of skateboarding, snowboarding, softball and various other hard on the body hobbies are really catching up to me this year. I love playing ball- but its not the same for me lately. Its hurting so much more, and I'm enjoying it less. I've just lost my fire for playing and I'm not sure how to get it back. I'm having a hard time accepting my new limitations. Tonight I pulled my groin. Tomorrow is gonna hurt. And that's not even mentioning trying to get some sleep tonight- I am having no luck there.
Tomorrow- I have to work 6 hours, most of which will be spent driving about 200 miles. Then at 4 I have to be up at the church for Andy and Kims wedding rehersal. I picked up my tux today. Andy picked some really sharp looking tuxes. Good job Andy. After the rehersal we're going out to 7 mile for food and fun with the wedding party. It should be a fun day. (If I sleep tonight, and if my groin stops hurting that is). Isn't groin talk fun?!
Andy and Kims wedding is on Saturday. Congrats you two!
Chloe is starting preschool this month. I can't believe it. She's growing up too quick. What a typical parent thing to say, I know. But seriously, its crazy.
Other then that: same ole, same ole to be honest. I feel kinda in a rut lately. The routine is just blah- but the routine is necessary. Like I said earlier there just seems to be a spark or a fire missing. Not just in softball, but in life in general. I do what I do, but lately its with less inspiration than usual. It's routine. It just is. It may be time for a new hobby or something. I wish it was time for a new town. But I'm stuck here for awhile. And no- a new wife is not the answer. So stop saying that. ;)
I should at least try to sleep I suppose. 5 hours until I hit my alarm and hurt my hand.
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