blog neglect

i have almost forgotten that i have this thing lately. honestly, i just dont feel like taking the time to type things out. its easier to twitter every once in awhile. oh no, my laziness has now spread into the internet world! ahhh! but, ive always loved having this thing to here to write on. and to go back to at different times to remind myself of where ive been.

so where have i been lately? hmm. grandma rosie is losing her hair. i hate that about chemo. its just hair and i keep reminding myself of that. but its just the in your face visual reminder that this person you care about is fighting cancer. but...shes over half way done with the chemo. and all things considered, shes handling it all very well.

chloe has been a little demon lately. shes just very rebellious. she doesnt listen. so i punish her...then she throws a fit about the punishment. its a fun cycle. but...it needs to be done consistently. so i try to do just that. shes come up with some really great noises to make when shes frustrated though. it makes it hard not to laugh at her sometimes. dylan cant seem to tell the truth anymore. im at a loss lately on what to tell the kid to help him see the importance of his word. ideas?

work has been a challenge lately. no more overtime! but workload is still enough where i could use an extra few hours in my work week. today my 40 was up...my truck wasnt unloaded from todays route...so it wasnt loaded for mondays route. and mondays route is a big one. i left trying to figure out what the heck im going to do. BUT, its friday now. i'll worry about that when the week starts over again.

im trying to get a trip to chicago planned and worked out for mid june. the twins play the cubs at wrigley and i really wanna go to see wrigley...and chicago. why have i never been there? quite a few of my friends are planning on going. it could be a really fun mini vacation. i just hope i can make it happen.

tonight? a friends band is playing. so im leaving here in an hour or so to go downtown to meet some friends, have some food at bw3's, have a few drinks and see some music. it'll be nice to get out. im feeling a little bit of stress this week. (thanks Sarah for the night off tonight.)

ive got an itch for tattoos lately. i have one forsure planned out. its just been too hectic lately to get it done. but soon. i wanna come up with another idea or 2 and try to get 2 or 3 new ones this year. we'll see.

and mom, i love you. :)