-late night update-

its 1 am right now. im so far beyond tired. i probably sould have just gone to bed at 10 like i planned...but, i did not. oh well.

i went to see my grandma over in peter town tonight. she has worked so hard these last 2 weeks. shes exercised and taken care of herself every day. she was so proud of herself tonight that she was glowing. its strange, cause her reward for all that hard work: chemo! im so proud of her for working so hard. and its so good to see her so proud of herself. but maybe we could come up with a better reward? tomorrow the chemo starts. prayers and thoughts to you, grandma.

my mp3 player broke this week. ive had it for years. i loved the little guy. it got wet. so...i waited 2 days hoping it would simply dry out. it did not. so i spent some money on a new one...and i love the new one. TONS of memory. more than i will ever need. so many bells and whistles. its insane how far weve come as far as formats go. boggles the brain. the funny news. i threw the old player in the closet...you know, just in case. checked it today just for fun. yeah, its working just fine. so...im an idiot. i cant live without my music though! i got impatient. i was due for an upgrade anyway. nah, i cant justify it...im an idiot.

my cell phone has also been fun. my facebook participation has been down because of it. sorry about that facebook friends. i ordered a new blackberry today. im excited about getting it. this phone i have, a samsung M520, i loved the 1st one i had...for a month...then the data functions started to go. (internet, on demand, gps...etc) started to fail...some failed completely. sprint people had no idea how to fix it...so they replaced it for free. i loved my phone and figured the malfunction was a fluke so i just got the same model. now, a month later. my data apps are failing. one has completely stopped working. so...i was told by support that the issue is obviously the phone. problem is that im outside of that one month window now and will not get the phone replaced for free. i am NOT paying for one of these just to have it fail again in a month. im paying for unlimited data...so no point in having a phone that cant handle data. so im upgrading. i got a GREAT deal on the phone. anyways...i checked tonight to see if the internet on my phone was working any better...its back to the way it was when i first got the phone. its fast, reliable...argh. i may have just gotten a phone i dont need. BUT...again, an upgrade might be fun. justification for this?..on demand still isnt working. SO- my phone is not fixed. I NEED the new one.

ive got the day off tomorrow. gonna spend it with chloe. im trying to decide if i want to hang out here...or go somewhere in town...or get outta town for the day. we'll see. im up later than i planned on being, so i probably wont feel like going anywhere tomorrow. it may turn into a nap day.

i should get to bed. yup, bed.