-sick of it-

if it wasnt friday today i seriously think i would just have to hang it up for the week. how much can go wrong in one week? how many mistakes can be made? how much blame can be transferred off of the person who made the mistake and onto someone who did nothing wrong? how many irresponsible people can responsible people be forced to take responsibility for? (how many times can you say that last line really fast? i barely made it through the first one.)

i need to stop watching the news too. its just to the point where it makes no sense to me. i love my friends and my family. and even if i genuinely dislike someone i am pleasant with them and would never hurt them physically. where do these people come from? these people who beat strangers with baseball bats. these people who stab, behead and eat parts of a stranger on a bus. these construction workers who beat a man (whos married to a woman) because they apparently thought he was gay. you are that full of hate for other people? are you kidding me? where is it that you come from? or how about the kids who get in a fight at a park and come back later with guns shooting away. who got shot? a 5 month old girl. a baby is playing at the park with her grandma and gets a bullet in her leg because of some... ...honestly, i dont even know what to call them. what are they? and where do they come from? im so sick of the stories. im so sick of knowing that this is the world i am trying to raise kids in. my friends and family are at risk every day because of idiots like this. who will hold these people accountable for their actions?