-it is as it was-

i love this blogging thing. its so nice to be able to just click a link or 2 to look back a year or so to see what i was blabbing on about. the end of 2006 was rough. (as was the beginning of 2007) i posted nothing than. looking back now i wish i would have. i was too worried about saying too much...or rocking the boat. but screw it, it wasnt me who rocked the boat. it was what it was. naming something what it really is shouldnt be something to be scared of. i wish i had the record here of what was going on...what i was feeling...and what i was doing. but i have small talk. comfortable, harmless small talk.